Poison

So toxic, so unhealthy, so risking but I inhale and with each intake I feel fulfilled.
What is it that draws me to you?
Is it the natural high I obtain with each taste?
Is it the passion I feel when you touch me?
Is it the numbness that flows through my veins like a needle being injected into my skin?
I know you’re full of things that are not good for me but I feen for you so strongly at times I lose myself
 in your presence and as deadly as you can be when I am with you I feel  free to live.
You set my eyes ablaze, each time I glance at your skin I am amazed at your beauty.
Truthfully I know the dangers of playing with fire but to me you’re so much more than a desire, you’re
an addiction I’ve struggled with prior and I don’t mind falling into it again cause I need you to thrive.
You weaken me.
Your voice in tune with the cries of help from my soul
When you speak it controls me, when you pause it annoys me because I never want to hear that silence.
That silence is a reminder of how lonely I am without you so consume me with whatever you please
Bombard the air I breathe, set my mind at ease with your ever so tempting flesh
And even if you’re the cause of my demise…at least I’ll parish loving wholeheartedly what you fed me.
Poison