Self enlightenment or Self Aware  

with this time behind me
a future a head i cant
help but wonder

wonder who i will become
wonder if i will become
wonder how i will become

my days have no light
my nights are full of dark
my mind holds no truth

this is who i am
this is what i become
this past is so crow

my future so undefined
my life is unwelcome
my soul is split

for today i look ashamed
for the moment i am to blame
for this mind is disappointed

i could write my pain
i could draw it away
U can't explain

these Eyes I see when i look into shadow in my face i only see the obis waiting to be awake. for as you see Eye have ended my days trying to understand me.