His Forever

The distance has killed us,
I still love him even though he doesn't feel the same,
I bet he thinks I only used him,
But I didn't,
I opened up and got hurt,
Now all I can do is listen to My Chemical Romance,
How did this all happen?
How did I lose him?
My dear Romeo please come back,
Even though I beg I know you won't,
I know this is all my fault,
I acted like a bitch,
Now he doesn't belive in me,
Now it seems he won't help me,
I only long to be with him,
I only want to be his,
I love him and that will never change,
Why can't he see,
I do care,
I don't want to hurt him,
I'll regret the pain I caused until I die,
Then I will join the demons in hell,
That's what I deserve now,
But he said he would hate me if I killed myself,
Does that mean that he cares?
Probally not,
But I can still hope,
Hope until my flame dies.