we gonna be alright

I dont know what to do.
What am I gonna do?
I mean who knows if its gonna be one or if its gonna be two?
Oh no does this mean im gonna end up being stuck with u?
For the rest of my life god no this cant be true.
A baby, a baby
Im going so crazy
Life is about to change up within 9 months.
My mind is so hazy.
Im young and im barely sprung and this stress has no air reaching to my lungs.
In my mind my life is over and done.
No more hanging with the boys, going out and having some fun. How dumb!
Could I have been.
No I cant pretend
I was taking life as a joke now im about to have a kid.
But day by day
I pray and pray.
That my patience and faith could stay the same and I could maintain my mind so sane because at the end of the day I have to rearrange,, my life.
Im about to be a dad and the truth is im so nervous inside but aside from all the negative shit I know its gonna be alright.
Because I have my mother father and brother on my side.
But regardless im tryna survive depending week by week on that 9 to 5
I just dont know what to do sometimes, but I..
Wont settle for no less.
I won't settle for no stress.
I swear im aiming to do my best.
Not thinking bout her , just me and my kid who will leave me with no rest.
I know whats to come and what my life will become but im a responsible man so you know I wont run.
Life just gets a lil scary at times but I know at the end it will be alright.
Ima raise my kid and he or she is gonna be alright.
With gods help i know we gonna be alright.