Stolen innocence

  I guess he will never know..
That the innocence of a litte girl is what he stole
 He tried to play it off as it was a lie
Just force a smile and pretend your fine (:
 He told me not to say a word
At night I stayed up late calling on the lord
  Does it ever go away.. The guilt inside?
The lost girl the police are looking for.. They will never find
  I trusted you.. You were suppose to protect me
Instead you stole something.. You fucking theif
  How do you live with yourself knowing what you did
I'm stuck on the words you said
   Was it a dream or was it real
I kinda forgot what its like to feel
   I wonder if what you did is all in my head
Either way I wish I was dead..
   Can you blame me? Your a disgrace
Tell me you didn't do that stuff to me.. But this time look in my face
    So torn on what's wrong or right
Are you ever gonna tell the truth? Could you at least try?
    I was only fucking 7 or 8
But you... You took me for bate
     I never thought that I could be so confused
Staying up at night wondering what the hell I'm gonna do
     Was it true or was it fake?
The innocence of a little girl.. Did you really take?
      Tell the truth I'm tired of the lies
I spent most of my life trying to put the pieces together.. Thats a lot of time..
      You ignorant sorry excuse
You won along with the demons.. I lose
       Just know i will never forget
The advantage you took on me I'll never forget