dreams/reality?

a dream
I woke up and saw you there, it was like all of the pressures were lifted off of my shoulders, like I was floating on air, then you got me up and took me to the balcony and asked "what do you see"? and I said" I see the ocean, and something beyond in the distance, I took my hand to reach out for it, but you took my hand and put it in yours and said" this is how it always should be, I looked down and started to cry, but then I looked up and saw that you started to disappear, then I looked all around and saw everything disappearing, I reached out for you as you started to reach out for me but I was too slow, then everything around me was pitch black then I fell to my knees and started to cry out WHY!WHY! and then I woke up form my lucid dream...I sat up in the bed, and was panting, looking around, as I looked around I could feel sweat pouring off of my face and then I started to reach into the distance again and when I did something reached back and wouldn't let go, I fought until I gave in, and this shadow pulled me into another dark dimension and I was falling couldn't stop , until I woke up and this time it was reality, everything seemed real but I was so confused and scared that, I didn't know if it was still lucid or reality...I sat up and was panting, I reached for my phone and called you
me: hey
you: hey
me: if I had ever fallen, what would you have done?
you: I would pick you back up, hold you in my arms and never let you go
me: ok, I love you goodnight
you: I love you too, sweet dreams
falling asleep with a smile on my face wondering, was this lucid or was this reality?