Real

This feeling has been the same
Since the beginning
You showed me how much I needed you
Since that beginning
I thought this feeling would stay the same
But I realized I was just fantasizing.
I loved your jokes trust me I did
But once a clown always a joker
No I aint tripping I'm just keeping it local.
You said your book will always going to be
Closed and wished me 'good luck'
In getting in and reading you
I said okay and that's when I knew
Once a clown always will be one
So that's when I came to my conclusion
It was time for me to walk away
And that's what I did but the feeling still
Remains the same.
I still think about you and all the times we've had
And always know I will be there for you
If only you knew