Change

I have changed for the better. I changed the way I use to dress and act all because of HIM. He used me. Abused me. And was never a good man. I look more girly now than ever. Ive changed my weight because of him. I dont starve anymore but I still cut. I dont know how to stop sometimes. Most of the time, I dont wanna stop at all. I dont think I need the help. I think that I have changed in a good way. I dont think of him anymore. I think of you. I think of the way you treat me. You treat me well. So well that I wanna be with you forever. Now that shes gone, we can focus on our lives the way it shouldve been in the first place.