Silence

Constant bandage on my wound
It never seems to heal .
That empty spot that's craving love and answers knows the pain is real.
The substance that took you away and controlled you like a puppet is what I Hate the most .
You've morphed into an apparition , a lonely, miserable ghost.
I've seen you at your weakest when your mind wasn't clear.
When the sirens were the only thing I could loudly hear .
The cold, silver doors were my favorite place to be .  
Even though I could only place my hand on top of yours through a glass
I would do anything to see you even skip class .
I could only  hear your voice through a plastic phone
It was the only love I had ever known .
You're thousands of miles away but yet you have so much power over me .
I just want you to be proud and help me find out who I should be .
I have an angel who's been with me all my life and has never left my side.
I love to call her mom.
She's my biggest joy and pride.
Currently lost in the pavement and I'd love to hear you voice .
But your silence has spoken loudly and I clearly see your choice .