Defeated

Life Goes On,
I Won't Forget You,
Don't Cry,
All songs I listen to when I'm down,
All songs that make me cry,
I hear your voice singing them to me,
I long to hear those words from you,
I love you,
Why can't you see that,
You hurt me,
You make me cry,
I pray for you to stop abuseing me,
I act tough in front of you,
But when you leave,
I fall apart,
Your not the only one who has hurt me,
Your just like every one else,
I should have seen,
I should have listened,
But no I was to stubborn,
I thought you loved me,
I guess not,
I've lost you now,
Yet I'm still stuck with you,
I can't seem to let you go,
I'm to afraid to admit defeat to you.