CHANGE

    Don't want them to see,
   How bad it's been getting.
   Force me to change my habits.
   The feeling, guilt, I've never seamed to feel it.
   But now it's hurting me so bad.
   
   Feels worse then burning hell,
   I can't even tell.
   Only one I'd ask,
   Now she has it in her hand.
   Tell her 'shoot me till I'm dead'
   She puts the gun to my head,
   I scream 'STOP' at the last second...
   
   No Suicide, Suicide,
   Though it feels like it it's not the time.
   I can't Die, Can't Die,
   I can show them all, I can Change there's still Time.
   
   For happiness I'd sell, everything I own.
   But no I'm all alone, no faith just fate that I have to show.
   Hypochondriac
   Over-React
   to Over-Reaction.
   No traction left,
   But there's still friction, that shows confliction.
   
  (3x) No Suicide, Suicide,
   Though it feels like it it's not the time.
   I can't Die, Can't Die,
   I can show them all, I can Change there's still Time.