Rules for one, love for two

There's too many little girls,
Who wear their brittle shells
And say their life's are hell
Yet don't know shit
About this world within which they dwell.
Well you might as-well be self obsessed
When your body is the only thing you know how to sell.
Look around at all these angels who fell
Spreading their legs
Then flooding with self pity
“oh the whole world's against me”
Along with the guys you led to tease?
Who rub against your fucking jeans
With fingers plucking all the seems
While you still pull their strings.
It's never over when the dumb whore screams;
Please don't do this to me.
Didn't you want this? I thought you lived to please
Only when it suits you?
Or those fantasies and dirty dreams
So why when they come true
Do you name them a nightmare instead?
You want to plead, then plead
See where it gets you when you notice it doesn't get me.
Feeling sorry for yourself?
Going to get that knife on the shelf?
Which you've only ever used on yourself?
Yet muttered the whole world's to blame?
It's like you fail to realise that you're the same
Bland as fuck and filled with shame?
Barely in control of yourself and too eager to get rid of your name.
Family fucked me up,
Many touch me up,
But no one can shut me up,
If they do I start to cry
Beg them to stop and ask them why,
Until they look at me with puppy eye's
Saying sorry time after time.
Make them guilty for our shared crimes,
Because I say when they crossed the lines
Even when I've told them there was none.
Bitch thinks she's just so clever
Till she's getting raped and told she's dumb.
I want to tie her up, and scream
"Get up and run"
Or you're fucking done.
See all you'll make me do
Is really,
Really want to hurt you.
Sick of all the different moods.
How the fuck can you be so damn rude?
And blame anyone for what they say back to you
Then say it's all unfair,
It's like you just don't care,
I ain't ever speaking to you again.
Lover becomes a friend
Then told this love will never end,
Let's fight all night until we fuck
This is how we deal with stuff
Because no matter what
it's always too much.
It's like my mind found your body and woke it up
Now walks around making all the sounds
Which live within me that I keep bound.
And while I lose my patience
She says we just keep waiting
Between some love and some hating.
I have to say,
I'm almost sick of behaving
And I do it all for you
As I have for a while,
Because you're the only thing which could make me smile.
Yet these day's I grit my teeth as you start to scream
And try to change the same old scene,
By feeling shit beneath my happy speech
In hope that I breech that mind which never seems at ease
To bring some peace to you and me.
Because we both know how shit life can be
So I always stick to your team,
And say it's number one,
But at what?
In making me seem dumb and killing our fun.
What exactly will we do to get through this?
Turn the other cheek and don't talk till we pass the shit
Then remind the other that they take the piss
Before they give their kiss and a good day wish
Get told bye, then just left with it?
With I'll talk to you about it when I'm back
Being the only hope for a return?
Isn't it fucking beautiful