Shaved Legs

Shaved my legs the other day
trying to be pretty.
Put my black skirt on trying to
look slutty.
Trying to be one of the girls
for a night.
Halloween is my excuse.
I can't take much more of this self abuse
and ridicule.
Decided to be myself with my black
lipstick on and my fishnets tight.
Combat boots with the steel toes
are my protection.
Mother fuck the shame for once,
this is how god made me.
Every pretty girl that walked my
way gave me an erection and
maybe my salvation could be a
lesbian love affair.
Only been a handful of men that could turn my head.
I was really out for blood that night.
In the end I was drunk and tired.
I felt less inspired after that hot
Latina wouldn't give me the lap dance
she promised.
Nothing seemed holy in my daze.
I went home and dreamed some more.