The Two ME's

There are always two me's.
The one is blind but the other sees.

One of me is always high,
Low on shots but high on thoughts,
One of me pretends to die.
Looking for someone to cry,

One of me hides away,
One of me saves the day,
One of me is temporary,
One of me lingers to stay,

Sometimes I kill the night,
Sometimes I'm not so bright,
I don't know how to divide.
The darkness from the light.

Watch me as brave and strong,
But the other one is very wrong,

Its not as easy to resist him,
Fighting him, I fade and dim,

He takes away the light in me,
I try to force but stronger is he,

I wish for him to vanish for good.
I dare to fight if I ever could.