I'm tired

I'm oh so tired of trying.  
Trying to talk. Trying to touch.  
Trying to pretend that love exists between us.  
Trying to understand what you want.  
 
What you want is to be be left alone.  
The greatest gift I can give you. Freedom. Solitude.  
 
I'll give you honesty. My honesty.  
But you can't handle it.  
You won't accept me as I am.  
 
You ignore what's right in front of you.  
You look right through me.  
Not listening. Interrupting.  
When you finally see me
I'll be gone.