she doesn't know

she doesn’t know
that every time she hugs me goodbye
i never want to let go
cause then i'd die

she doesn't know
just how much it hurts
to see her with someone else
someone bury me beneath the dirt

she doesn’t know how bad i want her
she doesn’t know that i sit around all day and wonder
what could’ve been if i just said
all the right things when they came to me head

she doesn’t know that every time she smiles
i die inside
she doesn’t know id run 1000 miles
just to see her one more time

she doesn’t know she's beautiful
though it's often associated with her name
she thinks her looks aren’t great
but i think she looks like an angel all the same

she doesn’t know that i fake a smile
every time we see each other
it's been going on for awhile
and she still considers me her brother

she thinks that the reason for my pain and sadness is because of my mother
she thinks that when i smile its cause of another
but she doesn’t know i'm in love with her