Cries In the Dark

your cheap glass and bitter taste
poison and toxic waste
you're a cheap hooker waiting for a date
you seduce me into your vile ways
that guilty pleasure running through me
i choke out your name
spit out what i cant take in
tears running down my cheeks
quiet sobs and bruised arms
i hear you whisper,"One more drink.."
your evil, horrid voice ringing in my ears
i try to tear you away but i love you the most
or do i hate you the most?
i cut my skin with your sharp edges
as i throw you away, my blood drips to the ground
voices and screams in my head
i pray to the gods above to steal away this pain
the pain consuming me
each day
every night
i hide in a corner
rocking myself to sleep
she's going to come back
and i'll be waiting
waiting to taste her
waiting to love her
waiting for her to kill me