Try

I don’t want to
try
to be a great writer
I don’t want to
Try
to be a true fighter

I don’t want to
Try
to be the good daughter
I don't want to
Try
to be enough for her

I don’t want to
Try
to be the one you want
I don’t want to
Try
to be more than the runt

I don’t want to
Try
to have the right street smarts
I don’t want to
Try
to have talented arts

I don’t want to make attempt destine to fail
I don’t want to go to battle with doubt in my mind
I am so much more so much greater than i will ever believe
I don’t need to try to be what i already am and what i can never be
I won’t fog my mind with the doubt that perhaps I am less than myself
I can’t force myself into a life i will never live,  can’t fight a battle I’ll never see
I am who I was, who I am, who I will be, without effort without the need to ever try