Staying

I look ahead,
Laying on my bed,
What paths to take,
Which ones to make,
There is no wrong turn,
From each one I learn,
To go back to the start,
Will tear me apart,
It's not what I want to do,
Needing to try something new,
Question my future here,
As different things appear,
So much to think about,
In my head I begin to shout,
Is this where I belong,
My heart will follow along,
Things great and nice,
Looking at everything twice,
Here is where I'll stay,
Creating a new path way,
Where it leads I do not know,
But this is where I want to grow...