i can't even fathom it...

just sitting there, i started to cry
and i can't even understand how i did it
you made me feel, as if for the first time
we were not even close
you in your house, a mile from me
you name, only spoken
brought tears flowing past my lips
im rushing through the doorway, right into your arms
all i needed, was to feel your life
you heartbeats puts my mind at ease
your regrets, please... just let them go...
our life is simply enough
i cannot sleep, knowing your thought
that death will bring you peace, please...
i need your life, even if i dont want mine
i cannot explain how i feel, in words
maybe actions will tell?