Not completely sure ._.

Blocking out my surroundings with the sweet sound of music, that keeps my heart calm and my blood flowing,

    Sitting back and seeing the stars disappearing in a blury mess as i begin to lose control of my thoughts and emotions, questioning my love, and everything that we have built -
 i feel numb, and as if i don't want to move, just a shadow cast upon this empty floor that i rest my head upon for the evening,
  im not sure how i truly feel,
Not sure where to really start,
     i dont know really ...