friend

i can feel
all of chernobyl
in those dark wishing-well eyes

i can feel the air around me deionize
when you walk away

i know that i am obsessing
i can't help it

when i am ill
i take a little pill
and i feel better

but there is no remedy for your smile

i think that i am falling for you

i am having trouble being
your friend

when i die
my heaven will be
the days we've spent together

i don't want to be alone


i don't know what to do


i love you