Worried

Worried, that I am making the wrong decision.
Worried, that I am running like I feel like I have done in the past.
Worried, that I am going to regret my decision to go away for a year.
Worried, that this time will be just like the others.
Worried, that once I go it’s out of sight out of mind.
Worried, that I will be forgotten.
Worried, that the friendships I have created will vanish.
Worried, that I will miss out on making memories.
Worried, that I will end up disappointed.
Worried, that I will look back and wonder what if I stayed.
Worried, that I wont fully believe myself when I say, “If its meant it will last”.
Worried, that this time will end just like others, alone and sad.