I Don't Understand (Her Pains) Part 1

I don't understand why he would do this to me
After all of the pain I thought we was busy sowing our own family tree
But between you and me, I questioned if he loved me
He even said that besides God he wouldn't put nothing above me
I never wanted to be wit him but yet I put aside my pride
And when he left, I admit a part of me died
He'll never understand those long nights I just sat in bed and cried
He just made it harder for the man who wanna be my side
I wish I knew what he was thinking when he fed me all the lies
I can't even feel my heart as tears rush outta my eyes
My untimely demise, I feel like my world has ended
This must feel like a child wit strict parents when he first got suspended
From school, but me I ignored all of the rules
And all of my single friends I ignored all of those fools
For him
That's what he wanted
He believed they would bring about the negativity
And as I cut em off he placed my heart into his personal captivity
And now he wanna get rid of me...
And I don't understand
Why the lust for another woman is the downfall of this man
I cook I clean I work & I keep my body right
I even wanted him to meet Jesus because He is the Light
To my path, now you do the math
I fixed his water when he wanted to take a bath
Now he looking for free agents in this upcoming draft
I'm not talking bout the NBA tho or the NFL
I'm second guessing myself cuz I thought I knew him well
Never cheated on him but he said he couldn't tell
But I don't know why the man I love so much would put me through so much hell
 
I Don't Understand..