The ABC's of my life

As I travel along
Back through my life
Cruel as it was, the hate continued
Dreaming it would end
Eventually I gave in and was
Forced to understand
God can only save the broken
Had they wished to be saved
Intrigued by death, yet needing to live
Just wished my promises were
Kept. But we often put beautiful twists on the
Lies we create. So,
Married to sin, I am anything but
Normal, an
Outcast born to what life she clings
Patience has warn thin like the melting of ice and
Quickly I begin to
Realize that
Sorrow and pain was
Tainted inside my soul from the start
Unfortunately to say. But I continue to stride,
Valuing what love I have
Without it, life would
Express such dullness,
Years would pass
Zooming through endless corpses...