Dying inside

Eating me alive.
Leaving nothing inside.
The pain that I hide , explodes when I die.
Right   in front of your Porcelain eyes.
You let me fall , hit the ground.
Shatter on the pavement.
My heart goes ..:Thump:.. in my chest.
Taking my last breath , I manage to apologize  , because I won’t come back.
When my soul leaves for the pits of hell.
When my eyes gloss over and you hear my screams of death.
You hold me in your arms , you’re so good at acting you know?
All the sobs echo through the air.
No one comes , nothing is done , the sobs are heard through day and night.
The sobs are fake , the pain you take , you LET me die.
You didn’t really cry.
You smiled.
The worst thing to come into your life.
Dead in your arms.
Lifeless.
Gone.
Blood on the floors , splattered.
Bloody tears stained on my face.
Do you like to watch me parish day by day?
You like to hurt me.
You did it daily.
Well the pain is now gone.
My eyes are closed , body underground.
Rest in peace will NEVER come , to the little girl.
The mistake you call yours.
I’m so sorry I came.
I’m so sorry I runied you.
But , my tears are no longer seen.
For I am dead and gone.
My soul in hell , my body cold and wet.
The decomposing me slowly.
This is what you wanted.
So close your eyes.
Smile.
Listen to my sobs.
Let you settle.
Slowly turn in your sleep.
My lullaby whispering.
In the wind , under the willow and through the trees.