Give me the power dad

I want to feel again, dad.
I want to breath again, dad.
I don't wanna worry anymore, dad.
I just want you to be happy, dad.
I don't want you to be miserable, dad.
It breaks my heart, dad.
To see you so sad, dad.
To see you drink to an oblivion, dad.
To take pain killers till your numb, dad.
Why do you have to make me so sad, dad.
I just want you to smile again, dad.
I want to see you active, dad.
What happened to who you used to be, dad.
How does it feel to be you right now, dad.
Do you realize what your putting us through, dad.
It makes us so sad, dad.
Why couldn't you be there growing up, dad.
Why did you put us through misery, dad.
You've made me numb, dad.
All the pain and anger is still there, dad.
But I've set it aside, dad.
To enjoy the last days with you, dad.
When you go to a better place, dad.
Will you give me the power to feel again, dad.
Will you give me the power to breathe easy, dad.
Will you redeem yourself and watch over us, dad.
Will you fix yourself, dad.
Please, dad.
I'm begging you, dad.
All the power lies with you now, dad.