Blown over

Her name like fire burns
Into my memory
And when her darkness comes
She fills my days with glee
Supposedly, Loveless, lonely, wanting.
The throes of life so daunting
Preciously I subside suspiciously
And leave her wanting
But like a storm she blew my mind
And in the end her words were kind
But her body kept on calling
And I couldn't keep from falling
Into this abyss of emotion
This cyst of feeling
Pressure beneath my skin
It's pulling and pushing within
And beating my note of appologie
For what I haven't done yet

-Xavier