Higher

The smoke makes my eyes burn,
My throat screams.
My body begs me to stop,
But I want to get higher, higher.
The thought of losing everything,
It terrifies me.
So i take another hit,
Another line,
Another shot.
One more pill,
I'll stop one day, I swear.
My thoughts float away until there is nothing,
My mind becomes a blank abyss.
My eyes are black holes.
The memories of you,
Of what you've done-
They all fade away.
They float into the clouds,
Higher,
Higher.