FUCK IT I SMOKED THAT JOINT ANYWAY

fast asleep and this
feeling takes over me
awake I must be

paralyzed to my bed
cant even move
my head

its been going on
for years
im sick of being weird
counselor appear
Prozac disappears

never fixing my head
fuck it I rolled
a joint instead

brains not wired right
feeling a little up tight
at least ill make it through
another night

tucked away during the day
fuck it
I smoked that joint anyway

no cure for the deep
twisted cells that
detour themselves
I took care of them
myself

fuck it I smoked that
joint anyway
oh how lucky I am
to have a joint
in my hand