I Fucking Hate You

Stop, I can't bear it anymore,
Mental break quickly approaching
Nerves shot to hell in a hand basket
I have a "beat the fuck out of someone"  problem
And it begins and ends with you

The way you go on and on
Won't shut up, chatter in my ear.
I don't want to hear it.
Whining at me,
Grating at my nerves.
Your voice strident,
Shrieking octaves
Driving me insane
Droning on about what you want
Never asking what I might need

And don't look at me
You with your accusing eyes
Disappointed expression
Dominating your features
When I don't want to do
Everything you desire
The stare of guilty pressure
Everything I do I see you weigh
The great judge of my life
Bogging me down
Like an eternal stench

Don't you dare listen in on me
Not every conversation
Pertains to anything about you.
You aren't my go to
When my heart shatters
I don't want you to
Know what's going on
Stop butting in where
You aren't wanted.
Don't add to what I'm saying,
You don't belong.

Don't touch me,
I don't need your hugs.
Don't poke me or
Tug at my clothes
Keep your grubby paws off my skin
You make it try to crawl away
Your kisses make me shudder
Disgusting hands groping my person

You have no fucking clue
How badly I want to hurt you
Violence rising up every time
You open that annoying mouth.
Compulsion to break your neck,
Rip your hateful heart out
Roaring through My head
I want to make you scream
In complete terror and utter agony
The way the voices in my head
Are screaming and crying in mine

I fucking hate you
Get the fuck away from me
Leave me the fuck alone
I don't want to hear you breathe,
Feel your suffocating presence
Like an irritating cloud
Of buzzing, swarming mosquitoes.
I don't want to know
Your thoughts on any matter
How you fucking feel today
For all I care you could die
Ridding me and the world
Of a serious pest problem

If you can't listen to me
Read between my fucking lines
I warn you with-this rage filled breath
GO! Walk the other fucking way
Or so help me, I swear to goddess
Plain and simple-easy to understand,
I'll just fucking beat your ass