inside my heart

theres so much i hide
so much that people dont know
when you see me you cant tell all the pain im hiding
but if you saw inside my heart
you will see all the damage
all the pain thats held in
if you look in my eyes you can see part of the pain
you can only see a little of the pain from the outside
but if you look in
you will see so much pain
ive been through so much
im scared of relationships
im scared getting close with someone
ive been hurt by so many people
i just dont understand why
the pain lays inside my heart
theres not enough words to explain my pain