My life

Trying to figure out,
Why I'm here,
I see a picture,
But it is not clear,
But It is clear to me that,
my life is not here,
You want me,
But the one thing you fear,
Is to love me,
Clearly!
It been six year,
and here I am,
Asking you for a ring,
but nothing,
I just sit here,
And pay attention,
To your ignorance,
Trying to figure out,
What we are going to do with this,
But it is clear that my life is not here.