society

you were ridiculous to me
when i walked through the door you didnt even see
you acted like all lesbians are going to be over you
you acted weird around me as though you had your guard up
if i was a homeless person in Berkely you wouldn't have put 3 cents in my cup
you judge everyone and everything
when i very first met you we had so much fun
suddenly around sophmore year a stick got shoved up your ass
you lost your love of old songs and you lost all your class
i was always wrong
you never took the higher road
but instead about everything you would goad
she got a stick shoved up her butt
she gossips in a way that lingers with smutt
on one day
off the other
some days
you just smother
be clear with me
there is no communication
if there is it's not because of you
i felt like i was always the one figuring out what to do