my heart

heart ache, theres nothing like it,
but im pretty sure by now i spite it.
everything reminds me of what used to be,
round and round its all i see.

i look here, i look there,
oh look is everywhere.
now and then, here and back
i think by now my heart feels the crack.

this game is not just a game,
altho i wish it was you that i could claim.
it took so long but now i realized,
that only you could have my heart mezmorized.

my heart, oh my heart why dont you stay?
by now i finally feel like i might decay.
my heart will always burst out of my chest,
i will walk this world an empty shell at best.

pictures and memorys all roll into my eyes,
seeing me hurting you and all of the lies.
your running, your leaving, your saying goodbye,
oh panda bear how weary am i?

to say your name in a poem i wrote,
but all of these words couldnt fit in a note.
those 3 words are said to much but not enough,
what we once said, now is tough

Then by Brad Paisley is not just a song,
its a life we shared for so long.
Mad by NeYo is not just a dance,
we both know it was not just by chance.