I Just Know

 I just....i know
How it would feel.
Like he is
A song in my soul.
A memory from
A time long ago
Like I know his body...
How it would
Feel under my hands...
Without ever
Actually touching it
Yet wait, I have
I remember
The texture of his skin.
He was the first one
After the abuse
That i could bear
To touch me
It was such
An innocent love.
But then the desire
Started hitting...
And i didn't understand it,
Though I think he did.
And every touch
Made me gasp for air,
Or burn...
Branding me.
When he hugged me...
It felt right. I belonged there.
He kissed my cheek
And Time stopped.
And he asks me NOW
How do I know that
Him kissing me will
Explode my world?
Because from just
That peck alone...
I know...
I won't be able to stop.
I won't be able to say no.
I won't want to.