I Hate That I Love You

Why did I allow you to make me feel like this?.
So bitter,
But it gets sweeter each and every time.
I could lose my heart if you don't turn around and walk away,
Because I'm afraid of wanting you to stay here with me.
I try my best not to want you, but I feel so empty as I start thinking about you and me.

I hate that I want you,
I hate that I always want to hold you,
I despise that I adore you,
I can't stand how much I think of you,
But what I really hate,
I hate that I love you.

Staying up late thinking about you,
Waking up in the morning to see your angel face.
Your eyes, they take me to that special place.
I feel so untouchable whenever I'm around you.
I get chills down my spine when I think about whether your love is true or not.
I need to make you mine, I want to make you mine for all time.

I hate that I want you,
I hate that I always want to hold you,
I despise that I adore you,
I can't stand how much I think of you,
But what I really hate,
I hate that I love you.

Your kisses are soft as silk,
Skin smooth like porcelain,
Lips shaped like a little heart,
Eyes dark and intense they sink into my soul and makes me feel whole,
Arms strong and tough as they wrap around my waist,
Rough big hands that caress me leaving me speechless.

I hate that I want you,
I hate that I always want to hold you,
I despise that I adore you,
I can't stand how much I think of you,
But what I really hate,
I hate that I love you.

Why do I let myself get caught up in this little thing called love?,
What have I've done to deserve this?.
Perfect like as if an angel sent from above,
I can never get enough of him,
His voice is what I long to hear at the end of the day to make everything feel better.
Never is predictable just surprises me with one touch and one kiss,
Never have I ever met someone like you.

I hate that I want you,
I hate that I always want to hold you,
I despise that I adore you,
I can't stand how much I think of you,
But what I really hate,
I hate that I love you.

Am I just fooling myself that you'd stop the pain?,
But even when I'm without him I'd go insane.
His body close against mine,
Fingers intertwining in my hair,
The way he shows he cares,
Just simply beautiful.

I hate that I want you,
I hate that I always want to hold you,
I despise that I adore you,
I can't stand how much I think of you,
But what I really hate,
I hate that I love you.

I think I'm starting to feel a little obsessed,
It's just that I feel blessed to have you by my side.
You know me like I know you,
I see the real you the way you see the real me.
I feel it might be stupid for me to want this to happen,
Who am I really kidding that there'd truly be a happily ever after with you?.

I hate that I want you,
I hate that I always want to hold you,
I despise that I adore you,
I can't stand how much I think of you,
But what I really hate,
I hate that I love you.
Yes, I do love you.