Never only you

Im living for more time in moments  
Life is to short  
so shady & stingy  
 
I have no hate on my plate  
my time is no fucken waist  
 
Filled of such passion
     and
    all the pain I've tasted  

You couldn't digest what  
I had on my plate
 
I'm not here cause I'm bragging  
   I need to grow past
   like a blast from the past  
   Pipes bottles and pills
even needles I smash
 
People come and go
   To the places you see
Even the little things
  Everything leaves
But in the end
I need me!  
 
I'm worth a life too
  
Understand why pain latches of shadows to feel thats all around you  
 
don't fall deep with passing shadows  
your path is made to guide you  
 
Are you listening?
   What's next
 I've left
   This is all me  
    You take
 to leave no love  

I need some guidance too

Everyone has pain behind a smile

 
My feet are sore and beat  
Gone to fix a Hole
 5 feet deep  
 
 my demons tickle at my feet  
I fear I may go to that  
one more feet  
 
Thought for one last moment  
See myself from above
 
Im Still Keeping My Head Up  
 
Don't fall in so deep  
Smile your not over your feet  
 
Believe its not ever only you  
We all hurt  
just like you  
I hurt too