No longer do I wait

  Walking into a crowded... beer, wine and smoked filled room, of Dominance and submission.... That lingers, to explore such sweet desires of serenity.... Swear, I can feel You already..... somewhere here... Lurking in the shadows.... Watching, as I walk across the room....long black flowing hair, grazes off from thy shoulder as a white silky gown cascades down my vibrant plump body...goes and kneels upon the furs, next to the fire...Seeing, You sitting there, on Your thrown... With such a stern yet gentle stare....You cause such heat to flow of this one's desires ....still kneeling, palms up resting gently on her knees...eyes lowered...feels her heart, beating faster than she has ever felt before..  I hear You stand to Your feet...Approaching this yet but a servant... Offering Your hand..."Walk, with Me a while." You asked..... "but of course, yes Sir.." it would be this one's pleasure...We began to talk and share each others thoughts and ideas....Fear overcomes this one that very moment. That You was only seeing that my body wasn't as youthful as it once was.... Questioning in the back of her mind, why a Man such as You.....Even glanced at one like me...For she is nothing more than a servant that used to be a Master's beautiful submissive....Years in servitute to the wrong Man.... with no love but yet loyalty... Bout broke this one's will to ever find herself in love of a Man that would truly love her in return....Yet she still knows what her heart and soul, wants and longs for.... That is to feel alive again... be as one with the submissive that remains deep within herself... Knowing, that it would take a true Man within a Master.... A Master within a Man to reach deep down to the core....And heal what was damaged...Correct what needs to be corrected.... Nurture, guide and make new.... What is craving to once more give its awe in its own submission to Another.... Can You, actually be Him.... That Man, that this one has been seeking for.... Do You, have the wisdom of a true Master... That knows He is simply a Man.... Do You hold Honor about Your self.... How well is Your self-control.... Is it too much?....  Can You teach, are You capable of still learning even Your self.... Do You laugh and have fun.... Or are You so stern that there is no enjoyment found.... How open minded, or well guarded are You.... Do You allow Your heart to feel... Or be felt.... Do You protect.... Or just take, use and be done with.... Till the next time You feel Human?...The Power over another if , out of trust that has been earned. Loving, loyalty and devotion within a lustful nature of pure submission is offered...But. not to just any Man..... There is many Masters out there.... As well as many Men.... But yet, what I seek is a Master within a Man......A Man within a Master! Huh!    
                       Question is.... Do i still wait....
Aw...we walked, a long while. Sharing our thoughts, ideas of this way of life. You comforted me into talking of my up bringing. and even past collar ...We talked of the present intwining possiblely into a future. Many times, i was finding myself moisten with the sound of Your voice. Hearing Your words. Knowing You was already uncovering scars thats been shielding the core of my  slave heat for so many years now. Still fearing that such seen and unseen scars You will only see. You telling me, that i still have it in me. Saying that its just needing to be awaken. ah... again, i felt You. "How?". O'my God, what are You doing to me?"Sir,". Not fair, didn't see that You already had such key. Can it truly be real? That, "i am seeing a real Man within a Master....A Master within a Man, standing in front of me!"
Are, You Him? The One, that i have been waiting for. That i have walked, and talked with manytimes in my dreams. When i wanted to escape from my darkest moments. You the One, i knew had to have been out there somewhere. "Sir, can You really be Him?" All a sudden, i become weak in the knees....You, reach cresing my cheek...i fall to my knees in kneeling before You... Back arched...breast thrusted outward...eyes casted down, knees parted...feeling my heat flowing,...awww...hopa Itancaka hopaplease kolar me...hopaplease!... hearing Your voice, Your words.. Are you sure, are You ready...As long as your giving your heart to me...I will collar you as Mine..
aww, yes...hopaplease... I lay my heart in Your hands, with love, loyalty and devotion. In hopes that You take what You will. Nurture, guide and protect. Such pure love and admiration this vessel will carry deep within her soul. As I am blessed, that You accept me and my many flaws. With a promise that I will, thirst for Your love and guidance as well as Your milk. In hopes to become ever so humbly perfect in Your eyes. I vow to never stray far from Your love. Within heart, mind body and soul I am Yours! my Master.....
My slave I will always care for your heart with my life. Give you guidance and structure.  Love you with my heart and soul,while giving you the discipline you need. My flesh that you crave and fulfill your life together with Me. I accept your heart and soul. Now you are Mine!