Control Me

Control me with your words
load my heart with guilt
like a rotting corpse in a casket
upon it weighted dirt
mixed with silt

Chain me up
with shimmering sarcasm
stand I shall 
frozen
going numb 
with pride

A stilless in the breeze
lost in this moment in time
I will think of hummingbirds
a pirouette of colors
fluttering whisper of wings
beating eighty plus
times per minute

I shall be lost inside my mind 
softly remembering
my childrens beautiful smiles
in my mind I hear them say
in their own amazing way

I love you mom
love grows in my heart
as I think of you