Broken Trust..

I tell you the truth
 
But you believe nothing i say
 
Its plain clear and your blind to see
 
Its irritating how you can send me away
 
Dont even deal with me, the problem
 
Instead you solve it by throwing me away
 
Sending me to be dealt with by father
 
I tell you how i feel and to my surprise you answer
 
"Oh.. You have feelings..?"
 
I gave my trust in you god damnit..!!!!
 
Are you too ignorant to know im bleeding internally
 
Bleeding by all the scars that have pierced my heart
 
I understand now.. I cant trust you.. Nor anyone
 
I get stabbed in the back by my own friends
 
I get stabbed in the back by my own mother
 
With all the trust i've given to her
 
Its now held against me
 
When i felt like i could trust someone
 
I guess im all alone with this
 
I might take my life..
 
Holding it all inside..
 
Either way.. I'm an empty soul
 
That had died long long ago....