Afterlife Love

 
If I was in your bracket, your favorite (girl),


I'd admire, respect you, neglect myself, no use


Let me tell you, I would try to change our sad worlds.


Something so damn tragic doesn't deserve abuse.






If I was your (girl) I would relate to your cause.


It's something that means much more than life to this lie.


If you did that for me I would cry and because


Let me tell you, if I was your girl I might “die”.






The afterlife darling would be never ending


but my mind is so serious, in us there's “trust”.


If I was your (girl) know I must be pretending


Since you're already taken I guess this is lust.






You possess qualities I don't, how could you care?


This fact doesn't surprise me, how could I not see?


Know if I was your (girl), mad horrific nightmare,


Be the someone who loves you, sad it isn't me.






There's no turning back and I have no direction;


Where I'm going to go without you in my sight;


Acted irresponsible with no protection,


(girl) vulnerable and dark is the night.






I'm not brilliant, I'm backwards, I'm a (girl) lost.


How could I be affected with all of this rage?


Now you're getting angry, tell me what is the cost?


Do you realize I still have time at my age?






I get harassment, as if you give it a thought;


The letters to be delivered are clearly here;


Do you read them with me? Feel like I'm caught,


It's learned I'm a (girl) victim, blatantly clear.






Single (girl) are the bad words that bring me to pain;


Can't find one like you to belong in my life time.


Now do you think you could remember my name?


Forget? This sort of filth happens, deny a sick crime.



Sorry if I'm childish about this whole issue;


In this adult life I'm like a little (girl), small.


You're gone, Can it be that I'm starting to miss you?


Could I hold your hand, mature, while I start to fall?