Confused

    So confused at this current world.
In such a daze.
I know not how to play.

  Confused by what you want.
Time is of the essence.
Yet I not know, the relevance of time.

  Confused by the past.
Confused by the present.
Confused by the yet to come.

   Not knowing what revolves.
The cycle never ends.
So many vivid thoughts among my brain.

  The churning of my thoughts.
Nothing left to gain.
Oh, so lost among it all.

  Feel as though I'm going crazy.
Sliding down...
A slippery slope.

  Rocks upon the shore.
Rigid edges, poking from the rocks.
Dodging debris, upon my decent.

  So, therefore only a few words utter....
From my chapped lips.
The cold fierce wind, upon my core.

  A total eclipse of my heart.
Breaking me apart.
A dark crescent moon.

  What does all this mean?
Just another example of.....
How confused I am.