The Gem In I (Gemini Twins Under Taurus)

Deep inside these dying walls
My blood is running thick within
Infected with diseases soaked in sickness
And then bathed in sin
Destruction, anger, selfishness
Are some of many things that still remains
Acting as a poison in the blood
That's running through my veins
It's stirring up a war inside
I feel my feelings turn on me
They march with razors, slicing fast
Causing me to bleed internally
To wash away the filthiness
And cleanse my body once again
But happiness will suffocate
Because of so much willful sin
I've looked inside myself and still remaining is hostility
I'm a cheating, lying, hypocrite
With no responsibility
No more mercy, no more love
Just hate and pain that rots away
Eating through my weathered skin
Determined to break through someday
Now one twin will keep it deep within
Cause these words I've said must be defied
But the smile that forms on the face of the bull
Is the honest truth, that we've all just lied.