....UnAwArE....

Take me away, if night or day. If the sky shall fall, please take it all. Whether it be a gun or a knife, stop threatening me, just take my life. 
When all you wanted was all i had. I saved myself but now ive gone bad. Im no longer aware, whos here or there. Because my heart that cared no longer can share. the love i held yet no longer can bare. It left the day you forced me away. Drowned in the night is where i shall stay. Consumed by fear and overtaken by shame. I hide my face, am i the one to blame? Im drinking my death. holding onto one last breath. To give you my words. You coward, you thief.  You've stolen my body, my courage my life. Now your guiding the hand that holds the knife. I leave you in charge for saying my goodbyes. because your the one who brought tears to their eyes.