mylife

Im  just a waste
Im a  problem that was never faced  
My thigh looks like a cutting board
The blood  just poured  and  poured
Someone please put a bullet  in my head
If im lucky I will be dead
This is my life
My best friends are a razor and a knife
I fake a smile
It works for a while
Maby no one will ever know
Ill try not to show
Isn’t this fun
Playing Russian roulette with  no gun
But tons of pills
But the don’t have any kills
Every night I cry
And wonder why I cant die
Buts all the same
My life is a cruel game