Judement Day

Judgment day

How do I begin, the place where we finished?
How do I pretend that my dreams weren’t diminished?
How can I act like I didn’t enjoy the fights?
How can I despise everything that you like?

Why would I lie to myself and say that you’re not
On my mind, in my spirit when I get in THIS spot?
Why would I pretend that I don’t still love you?
Cuz in the end I know that your love never was true

You made me feel foolish, you made me so angry
But I still forgive you, you never forgave me
I loved you so deep, thought you were the one
My mind was fast racing, for you my wheels spun

You helped me find the best within myself
Then turned me into the worst, bad for my health
Now I keep trying, so hard to move forward
My spirit is dying; you’re with me no longer

Why did you lie and say you were faithful
Why did you pretend to be a perfect angel
You low down dirty bitch, fuck you, fuck you
Forget all that bullshit, I never REALLY loved you
You messed over the wrong man, indeed you will pay
Not by my hand, but on JUDGEMENT DAY!!

-BiG Bailey-