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I'm Lost

I’m Lost

Lost in this life, looking for my road map.
It’s causing me strife, the pain hurts so bad.
Been moving so fast, in the wrong direction.
Wishing I could run the light at this intersection.

Watching for po-po, now I need a blanket,
Cuz I’m feelin so cold, like steel, I’m stainless.
Thought I was maintainin’, and makin’ a reputation.
Yet I remain nameless, I’m gettin’ frustrated!

So I just pull ‘em over; the vehicles of my mind.
Need a three leaf clover-luck in this lifetime.
Wishing my light would shine, give me some perseverance
Wanna listen to my heart, but I CAN’T learn to hear it.

I’m Lost, I’m wrong
Come find me, make me right
My thoughts are gone
It’s time we say goodbye

I’m Lost, I’m wrong
Come find me, make me right
My thoughts are gone
It’s time we say Good Bye!

Life’s a complete failure, can’t do anything right.
I’ve fallen but no mo’ stallin’, it’s gonna end tonight.
What will I leave behind? Nothing but evil eyes
Devilish thoughts that I’ve seen through these trying times.

They say “this is the worst”, they say “it must get better”
I say this world is too cold, it’s time to leave this weather.
No need to pack a sweater, because I’m hell bound
Left to think Right, can’t tell my Up from Down

I’m tired of F***IN’ round. Ya’ll think this is a game.
Tried to avoid the heat of anger, now I feel the flame.
Wishing my light would shine; give me some perseverance
Tried to listen to my heart, still haven’t learned to hear it!

I’m Lost, I’m wrong
Come find me, make me right
My thoughts are gone
It’s time we say goodbye

I’m Lost, I’m wrong
Come find me, make me right
My thoughts are gone
It’s time we say Good Bye!

Goodbye, cause nobody gives a damn if speak or if I’m silent
And nobody really cares, even if I leak the blood of Zion
Nobody has the time or patience for what I’m facin’
Nobody’s tried to die as many times from frustration

I’m Lost, I’m wrong
Come find me, make me right
My thoughts are gone
It’s time we say goodbye

I’m Lost, I’m wrong
I’m ready to die tonight
- - - -
So long, I’m going home.

-BiG Bailey
Written by BiGBailey (Tamell Bailey)
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