Alone in the crowd

I'm in a crowded room.
all alone.
nobody sees me.
nobody hears me.
nobody cares.
I won't cry.
I won't scream.
I wear a mask of strength.
I have no power.
no purpose.
I am hurt.
I am bleeding.
I did this to myself.
I need help.
I can't ask.
I can't beg.
I'm alone.
no one sees.
no one hears.
no one cares.
am I real?
do I exist?
am I mad?
is this all in my mind?
but the blood...
so warm,
yet ice cold.
so wet.
like my tears.
are they real.
I can't scream.
I can't cry.
but its all building up inside.
I will explode.
I'm still alone.
can you see?
can you hear?
do you care?