Reality

Reality is hard to swallow
Like a couple of pills I might overdose on that shit
And hit my senses on the way up
So I stay down.
So I don't have to wake up
But I'm floating. I'm on my wake up.
Its time to re-up on this good puss and alcohol
Where i bury it all
Different mix every night
Keep a different bitch
So I can pretend like my reality doesn't exist.
They shuffle around.
I shuffle my rounds.
Never gettin' caught up on a trick
As I treat my urges.
My thoughts they penetrate the surface
As I penetrate her puss
See my boundaries and they try to provoke me
Out of my slumber
Where I linger
And they get hung up and caught on
Trying to fix a broken song that doesn't want to move on.
And they move on and I move on to the next
As I bury another bone in my treasured chess.
And reality hits
And as quickly I try to forget.
I stay toasting to the high life.
But when I'm high, I never felt so down
So I stay down
And I bypass life
I took a left  
And continued on to fuck up another's life.
I have no limits but the sky
No boundaries but this ground
But Im never grounded.
I hang around with the numbness
My best friend can't be trusted
She trickin' me
Pimpin' me to the highest bidder
Sellin' pieces of my soul
So I'm never whole...
Yeah that's the reality
As I stay lying never waking out of this slumber.